So. A little bit of time has passed between my posts once again. Shocker. š For those of you rejoining me here as I’m starting fresh, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
Many of you have followed my story online since I created my website and started blogging in 2015. Just before then, Iād done a major life reset by leaving my job of 16+ years, moving solo from NYC to Florida, and publishing my first adventure-mystery novel.
Thatās what I call a pretty good reset. A pretty eye-opening one, too.
Iād spent most of my life prior in a semi-content stasis with little large-scale change, and oftentimes loaded with feelings of boredom and loneliness. That first major reset has been hugely wonderfulānot without problems, of courseābut worth the world to me.
Something I tried to learn from that shift is how to be comfortable with change.
Because periodically since then, Iāve been hitting that reset button. Write and publish novels? Ding! Insinuate myself into the design and construction fields? Ding! Design and renovate fixer homes? Ding! Which of late has been both my major time draw and my creative outlet. Utterly challenging, utterly rewarding.
And now, close to 10 years later, Iām facing another potentially huge reset. In some ways, I feel Iāve come full-circle, because Iām now able to refocus on writing. This came about in a frustrating, wacky wayāand let me tell you, itās been a year, againābut Iām working on my flexibility and am focusing my creativity once more on writing. It feels a little like coming home. š
So, starting fresh for me, with this, certainly isnāt starting from scratch. More, itās revisiting where my heart took me before, and finding new avenues to happiness. Itās about keeping my head up as I wander, looking forward instead of down. Not because of FOMO, rather, because of the importance of paying attention to and appreciating whatās here and now. The little things, like ducks, and the big things. š Of course, it helps to exercise that olā peripheral vision. Like the rest of you, I try to keep from stumbling on the sidewalk cracks or getting tossed by a rogue wave.
And as ever, focusing reminds me of all that I have to be grateful for: life, love, home, health, the list is long and worth reflecting on. Always, but especially when life throws those unexpected resets your way. š
Thanks again for spending time here with me. Iām still slow to dive into social media, but Iām gradually returning to a few bits I enjoy, where I can engage with my friends and readers. Hope to see you there. And here again, soon!
Well. Todayās reality in no way, shape, or form is anything like what I couldāve imagined one year ago.
Last May (May the 4th Be With You, to be exact for my Star Wars fans), my husband and I finally celebrated our wedding by renewing our vows in front of our family and friends. We had such an incredible time, sharing the experience with loved ones from far and near who couldnāt be with us the first time around.
Things are so different this May. Weāve now been living with the specter of the coronavirus (COVID-19) for many months, and life is so bizarre. I havenāt blogged in eons. Partly, because doing so feels more than a little out-of-whack with all thatās been going onāall the devastating loss, all the confusion, all the misinformation that surrounds us.
Iāve had to curtail my time spent online and on social media. Reading incessantly about the deaths and the lack of answers took an emotional and mental toll on me. Itās too easy to become overwhelmed. And I havenāt wanted to add to the bullshit by becoming part of the noise.
Iāve also continued to work at my other job, considered an essential business. Increased hours there have wiped me out, but also, the presence of so many customersāpeople who shouldāve stayed home but couldnāt take the cabin fever and so they ventured outāhas added to my stress level.
That said, though, I still feel the tug of the blank page. I long to tell my stories and, hopefully, to bring a few moments of enjoyment or happiness or escape to my readers.
So I decided to write this blog post. And while Iām brainstorming subplots before beginning Book 3, Iāve written a short story I plan to publish soon, a creepy little affair with a fun twist. I really love writing in a different genre while getting my head together to work on a novel. I have to say, writing definitely helps sort me out and feel human again. š
And so it goes.
As for me, Iāll do my best to keep posting periodically. To check in and hopefully offer a mini diversion from reality.
To you, my friends and readers, I wish you all safety, peace, health, comfort, kindness, and patience. We have a long road to travelāand everyoneās path will be differentābut we have made it this far. We can make it the rest of the way.
Sending six-feet-distant virtual hugs to you and yours. #grateful #keepwriting #keepreading #staysafe #community
I have exciting news, readers: my second novel, now OFFICIALLY named Treasure Bound, will be published this month! Woo hoo! The road to publishing this book, the sequel to Emerald Obsession, was long and jarring, so Iām all the happier for its coming release.
The preparation these past months has been tedious. As an indie author, tackling the essentials of pre-publicationālike editing, conferring with the Library of Congress, obtaining ISBNs, designing the coverāis crucial and a tad nerve-wracking (and ultimately very worth it).
A fun exception to the nervy parts is that while
tackling those tasks, I encountered a number of curious folks who asked why I
decided to self-publish. Well, that question got me to thinking. š Considering
I blog about the writing life, I realized I had a great topic to share with my audience.
If
youāre trying to make the indie-vs-traditional decision for your book, spend some time discovering
what your goal is and who you want to reach. Why do you want to send
your story into the world? Many factors will weigh in on your final decision, as
they did for me. But figuring this out, or at least giving thought to your goal
will offer you a good starting point.
My original decision to self-publish came about eight or so years ago, prior to the release of Emerald Obsession, and I havenāt once regretted that choice or changed my mind. Before I scoop you on why I chose indie publishing, Iād like to share something that not many of you know. When I wrote my first (still-unpublished) novel, Blind Notice, I decided to try the traditional route. Self-publishing, while not in its infancy back then, was still fledgling, full of tricky bits, and daunting.
Let me add a couple of quick points here for consideration: first, for anyone with a connection in the industry, absolutely ask for their input and advice. So many good things can come from a mentor, or someone able to direct you to the right source for help. The experience and wisdom of those whoāve traveled a similar path is invaluable.
Second, totally my gut feeling, but I truly believe any writer looking to put her-
or himself out there should try the traditional path, at least for a short
time, to experience that process regardless of the outcome.
Back to my ātraditionalā journey: I researched and found
receptive agents in my genre, wrote and rewrote and polished my query letters,
kept an Excel file of my efforts, and then received a number of polite rejections.
That taught me a ton about persistence and belief in myself. But the whole
process felt like it took an eternity to receive constructive feedback.
You know by now Iām someone who likes to learn and
experience things. So you understand why I wanted to pursue traditional
publishing, even knowing I was competing with scores of other mystery writers,
vying for the attention of a small group of agents, and then publishers. And,
ultimately, I failed.
But through all of that, I continued to work on my
craft. During this time, I began writing EO.
I was dealing with the death of my cousin, who had been my biggest champion
(and not dealing well, I have to add), and I felt the driving need not to waste
precious time waiting on other people. I grew frustrated with the length of
time it would take to make any publishing progress, and I became determined to
keep the fate of my work in my hands.
And thatās when I began to seriously research self-publishing options.
So, what made me commit? The short answer was (and
still is, despite how long TB has
taken) the speed and the control of the process. For me, those two items are
intertwined, so I donāt rush either one. And now, for authors looking to earn a
living writing (eventually, please, God and fingers and toes crossed!), there
are broader opportunities available with self-publishing.
Even so, a ton of work and time goes into producing a quality bookāand considering my desirousness of becoming a worldās best-selling author š āI really, really do my best to make sure the work is done, and is done with the highest quality possible. Of course, by that I mean I pay the pros to edit my manuscripts and to design my book covers.
To
be treated as a professional author, my book must meet or exceed the
professional standards of any other. The writing must be the best I can make
it, the book must have an experienced editor review it, and the cover must be
the most compelling sales tool my designer and I can create.
There are a lot of āmustsā in that paragraph. But those
are the requirements of the professional world, so theyāre my requirements.
With constant change in the industry, traditional
publishers are mandating their newbie authors handle the bulk of their own
marketing. This is the other reason I chose the indie route. Iām not a huge fan
of plugging the books myself, but I believe in my stories, and so I will. But with
having to manage the marketing in both cases, Iād rather retain the creative control and ownership of my timeline
that comes with self-publishing.
So the best thing for me is to continue to write at my
own pace, produce the books I want to read, publish them myself as expertly as
I can, and keep on writing.
And thatās the trick, my friends. For those who want to
write, keep on doing so. Writing more will make you a better writer. So will
reading more. Sharing your words with critique partners will also make you better.
And becoming better will make you want to share your gift. I say, go for it!
One last thought: whichever path you choose, and for
whatever reasons, donāt forget you may need to reassess at some point. Or
consider new options. Try to stay true
to the path that makes sense for you and your goals. If an agent or
traditional publisher knocked on my door, would I answer? Sure, Iād let them in
and see what we could work out; after all, thereās that whole āworldās
best-selling authorā thang for me to consider. Haha. š
Which choice will you make? Tell me in the comment section below, or directly at carolyn@carolyngreeley.com. Would love to hear from you. š Happy writing and reading, all.
PSāStay
tuned for Treasure Bound release
details and cover reveal! Coming soon!